i should've been making entries over the past many days, but it seems that a cat or man has caught my tongue. i've been speechless for nearly 2 weeks now. acquired asthma along the way. and words just aren't working right on paper. all of this plus i've contracted some type of coronary disease. i could post the details, if only my brain would allow me. the only accurate thing i can say is it's all goooood. no. that's not right. better than good. actually there are no words that i could find online today to describe what is going on with me. with him. with us. so i leave key points ...

poems

song lyrics

kisses

touching

roses

love

passion

connection

desire

future

old age

floating

above

the

ground

with

a

stupid

grin

on

my

face

oh ... and we almost got caught by his catholic grandmother going at "it". *insert evil smirk here*